Got a new camera so tested it out with some pictures of the house!

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First of all, thanks everyone for the input on my last entry. I'm doing it. I'm so doing it.

But I saw this commercial this morning and had to share that Dani and I did gymnastics with this girl in high school!:

Damn it's been a while. I haven't had time to write the novel that begins with the Spain trip...and still don't. Mostly because I've been trying to devote any free time I've had to writing my next writing assignment, which is supposed to be in today and is not going well. But I am looking forward to writing, and there's definitely some shit I need to get off my chest. So until then.

Holy shit. Fucking miracle, no joke. I didn't have to do the ETG (the alcohol test). Thank you God, who I think I might now believe in.

Longer entry coming later after I get stoned and write it.

Welp, Josh pointed out to me last night that if I'm required to take a UA today (since I got back yesterday), they may not just be testing me for pot - they might be testing me for alcohol too. Um. I'm a total retard for not realizing it, and of course I drank all fucking weekend, so I'm realllllly hoping and praying that I um, still get to go to Spain in three weeks.

But also...this weekend was sooooo much fucking fun and it totally would have sucked to not have drank anything, so there's that too.

Okay, so I've been signed up on OKCupid.com for like, years, joined to take all those tests, and this message I got today is easily the best thing anyone has ever said to me:

"Say Word!! Finally! A Horny!! Hot!! in plain view hip-hop fucking ..dick and clit loving...truant...weed smoking..cartoon watching..half naked funny attention starved word game playing novelist thats shy - but whose hair might be the same color as her favorite listed dessert and most times thinks the world revolves around her and/or her reflection....right here! live and direct? on the internet....who woulda fucking thunk it?? I could go for some of all of that!!
Holla Back!!"

Ugh, I'm such a goddamn jackass I don't even wanna show my face at work today.

mood: depressed

Hey look, I'm a model!

Okay you probably have to work to be technically considered a model. But still!

HOLY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT, Cannameds got me APPROVED! This is the best goddamn news EVVVVARRRRRR!!! Now I just have to go down there and get my card and tell my probation officer and I CAN SMOKE AGAIN! YAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

In other news, Josh chopped off an eighth of his finger at work, through the bone. Thank God since he did it at work he doesn't have to pay the medical bills, but my God. And my dumb ass this morning accidentally touched it or hit it or something and he was screaming in pain and now he's at the hospital. So um, I suck.

Longer entry coming later, today I reallllly have to write my second assignment which is due um, on Friday. I'd written about half of it before I went back and read the instructions again and realized I'd done it wrong, so now I have to start over and all my ideas are balls. So that sucks, but WEED!!!!

I feel hopeless right now.

It's nothing really in particular, just bills and no money because of no business and trying to deal with all of Josh's problems and the fury over not being able to smoke a bowl to make this all a little more manageable. But truly, right now I just feel like life is just a whole lot of work and the moments of pleasure aren't enough to make it worthwhile. I wanna talk to somebody, my mom or my dad or Dani or somebody, but I feel like all I would do is just sit there and cry and I'm wearing a whole lot of black eye makeup right now so that would be a terrible idea.

THANK YOU AMERICA!

iTunes on shuffle. First line (um, or two) of first 15 songs that play. You guys guess the song/band. Thanks, Amanda!

1. He always liked to paint with his sunglasses on
2. Train roll on, on down the line, won't you please take me far away
3. When she walks, she swings her arms instead of her hips
4. There we stand about to fly, peeking down over land
5. It seems like a lifetime since I've felt like a prisoner of my dreams
6. If you're going to San Francisco, be sure to wear some flowers in your hair (no fair)
7. I'm sailing away, set on open course for the virgin seas
8. Hands are shakin got your finger on the trigger
9. When I'm dreaming I'm guided to another world
10. In the middle of his life he left his wife
11. Coming hardcore looking like a gangster bitch
12. I dream that someday we'll be able to look back on this together and say it was for the best
13. I got the blues from my baby left me by the San Francisco bay
14. (Cheating 'cause the first song that played for this was "Without a Median" by my brother, and all he says in the song is "Ba da da da da da da" etc) It's been a hard days night, and I've been workin like a dog
15. This the story of Lucy in the sky with diamonds, ask her why she cryin

Few freebees there it seems, haha. And two of mine were covers, too. Guess which!

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Feel like this is pretty accurate.

3Oh!3 is BLOWING UP...I went into Bart's the other day to buy their new CD and they were sold out. Also I heard them on the radio twice yesterday. The first time was on the way to work, I was in a bad mood cause I was PMSing and on a double, and "Don't Trust Me" came on and I blasted it and started rocking out. I guess I didn't realize the guys in the truck behind me could see me, but I pulled into my spot at PJ's and they actually stopped their car to get a good look at me.

Holy crap, warm weather makes me feel so fucking good! I can't wait till our pool opens, I will be there every single day.

I neeeeeed to write tomorrow, I have so many excellent things to say that I can't put together till I wake up.

Hooooly shit. 311 announced their summer tour and they are playing with Snoop Dogg! No fucking way! This is going to be huge, and Dani you'd BETTER FUCKING COME

I am hoping to God that I can get one or more days off next weekend, because I just found out about this, and there's nothing that sounds better to me right now than pub crawls, ghost stories, coffin races and brain freeze contests!

I leave for Mexico in less than 24 hours!

Bomb ass Saturday night ($235!). Tomorrow I am bartending for the Pasta Jay's Superbowl party and will hopefully walk with another couple hundred. Then it is time for pina coladas and legal Xanax on the beach, baby!

Also, I'm watching Sister Sister and I can't really believe I used to like this show, like a lot.